November 23rd, 2009

Oh hey journal...

What's up? It's been a minute, haha.

Actually it's only been a week, but considering the events in my life change astoundingly fast and drama is always just around the bend... haha, well, things happen. Let's get caught up, shall we?

Wellllllll I am now officially, a Hooters Girl! Server trained, certified, all that jazz! I take my first two tables on Wednesday. Now confessions... I cheated on two out of the 5 tests. Bad, bad, bad, but encouraged by two of my coworkers... I'm sure this will bite me in the ass if I don't study sufficiently before my next shift, ha.

Suzy and I have been getting close lately, we've been hanging out more frequently, she's a doll, sort of dim, but a sweetheart. I know it may sound harsh for me to call my friend "dim," but allow me to explain. As gorgeous and funny as she is, she's not all there in a rational sense. Aside from her terrifying driving habits (tailgating, texting while driving, fumbling around with her playlist as we continue to swerve out of our lane), she informed me of her rather haphazard sexual habits which both amazed and bewildered me. She had gotten pregnant before, and induced a miscarriage by hitting her stomach and praying for one. Yeah, she dropped this while we're speeding along precariously towards State. Then she told me that her and her most recent ex would have sex all the time... without a condom... she's not on the pill. Umm. WRONG. WRONG, WRONG, WRONG, you were pregnant before, and you just let him cum on your stomach, in the hopes that he didn't precum inside you and IMPREGNATE you. I just stared at her with my jaw dropped and babbled something about how bad that is and how she MUST be more careful. "Yeah you would think I learned from the first time..." "Why didn't you just get an abortion?" "I don't really believe in that." UHHHH YOU SORT OF INDUCED AN ABORTION ANYWAYS SOOOO... ahh Suzy. My crazy/beautiful coworker. She boasts about being liked by all the managers, that Mark let her take the menu test 6 times even though the allotment is usually 3 - but I think they like her because she's gorgeous but simple, she'll do what she's told without objection.

 

It's funny cause the day before my last shift, I was studying and I got this IM from Chris. Earlier last week I'd snapped at him because of his lack of availability for our, well to say it blatantly, booty calls. After pissing Ed off, my sex life has been reduced dramatically, and a horny Destiny is not a very friendly one, but I guess I've been putting the energy to productive use. Haha. Anyways, with Chris denying me two days in a row, I was done with him, and I told him I was done with trying. So Thursday night, I was surprised to receive an invite to come over to his house. I made myself up quickly and raced over to his place, where we had a pleasantly rough and passionate sack session. I was very pleased with that, exes are only good for sex, as Nyle has always said. Thankfully I have no real emotion towards him, in regards to wanting to be with him. Amazing!

Friday training at work was going perfect up until a dude from the bar bounded away from his seat and slammed me into a lower chair, crunching my ribs and nearly knocking me to the ground. I had to report the incident to the medical nurse affiliated with Hooters, in case this work related injury gets worse... it hurt so bad, I didn't go to work the next day... which would have been my first day of taking tables. Cool. I did get an oil change done though. Success.

Saturday I went to the gym (minimal work out due again to bruised ribs) and I impulsively called Carmela for lunch. This is called Day of Compulsive Actions in my calendar. We talked for a long time about her Justin and my Aaron, and she encouraged me to text him for a booty call. Of course, I was all about this plan. Let me explain further that Aaron began talking to me again, beginning last Monday. Obviously, my lust for Aaron has not subsided, but my like for him, has actually faded. (Although he did just IM me on facebook which sorta caused my heart to palpitate - that would happen as I boast about being over him). I went to a party first at Hardy, he was closing at work, so I preoccupied my time with Sierra and Suzy there. We got Trujilos after which was divine... I ran into T-bo there, we had our awkward/insane sexual chemistry moment, and then fun time began when Aaron texted me back at 1145:

We had fun, he's all about foreplay man... I can't deal with so much, I'm all about the act itself lol. I think I actually dozed off as we were fooling around. GIVE ME A BREAK, I got there around 1245, I chugged Malibu, and then we watched TV... I was seriously exhausted from the day, plus I think my bruised ribs are trying to recover. Anyways. When we actually got around to the dick sucking and so forth (hahaha Carmela has me talking so blatantly again) he flipped me into 69 - one of my least favorite positions ever. And then there was reverse cowgirl, smooth segue, however again, not one of my favorites - too impersonal, and plus my ass is like in his face. Although it's a lot more toned now, I gym it so much now... hahaha. So this morning... I grabbed all my shit and bounced, didn't wake him up... just hit the road. It was kinda badass and cowardly all at once, but I'd like to stick with badass. I left him a text message saying I wasn't trying to be rude, I didn't want to wake him up, and to hold on to my movie for me. He sent me a text tonight saying he needed his rest, and next time we should do it earlier... he correctly assumes I'm down to fuck him again haha. Happily ever after... except not even lol.

Hmm. What else... I don't work Thanksgiving. I'm taking my mom to see New Moon, I think we'll have fun. Haha she's been so good to me lately, helped me study for all my Hooters stuff:

And this message is for Sylvia Aziz! I appreciate the comment, I'm glad my chaotic and rather ridiculous interactions with guys has been of some help/amusement to you, hahaha I'm flattered, I tried to find you on facebook as you suggested but came up with quite a few results, feel free to leave your url!

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Currently listening to: Benny Benassi - Illusion
Posted by Destiny at 03:35 PM | 1 commented

November 14th, 2009

turning 27 is a pretty quiet affair... i guess at this age, one might be tired of all those drink till you drop, or big party celebrations... oh well.

Posted by Weez at 04:57 AM | comment?

November 11th, 2009

Concerned.

Okay so Hooter girl gossip is interesting.

Apparently Erika, the girl I got hired with, isn't doing too hot in the serving department. This concerns me, because the other girls are judging her performance and reporting it back to the managers. "She's not ready to be on the floor." I do not want this to happen to me, especially hearing it from Liana who I've grown to respect, a great deal. Her personality and style is perfection, she has a class and sophistication, as well as professionalism, that many of the 20 year old CT's can't match.

I'm scared of not doing well. With these tables, it's all in my hands. I need to get my spiel down. I need to get more confidence. I need to get my shit together. Which is why this entry won't be longer, I'm going to go study.

Training so far, has been quite intimidating.

Currently feeling: pressure
Posted by Destiny at 03:15 PM | 1 commented

Vegetarians

I give in.  I still think that if it was shot in color it should stay color, but sometimes I just can't decide.  In this case, I think monochrome is better. 

Posted by HK1997 at 11:55 AM | comment?

November 8th, 2009

Carpe Diem!

Carpe Diem!

Currently listening to: Neyo- Easy
Currently feeling: happy
Posted by yuhoo7 at 04:57 PM in Thoughts | 1 commented

November 7th, 2009

Dream a little dream

Had a dream last night that I was in an unnamed urban sprawl at night. I was walking to some unknown destination, having just left a party or a gathering of sorts. It might've been a family function because I kept thinking of my grandmother. The city was totally sketch. It was poorly lit, and lots of shadows lurking everywhere. I felt terribly unsafe, and an uneasiness came over me when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around quickly and glanced at this homeless man wearing a raggedy trenchcoat. He wore a wool hat much like Tyrone Biggums from the Chapelle Show. Except he wasn't funny. This was dead serious. I knew how it was going to go down, so I turned around and faced him. He had a gun in his hand. He demanded money and anything else I had of value.

I took my wallet out and gave it to him. He demanded I empty my other pockets. I did, and showed him a cell phone. He wanted my cell phone. I refused to give it to him. I told him to just to take my wallet and go. He relentless in his demand, but I wouldn't concede. Eventually I got pissed off and threw my phone way up in the air across the street. He ran to go grab it and I ran after him. He still had the gun, but for some reason, our roles switched, and now I was chasing after him and he was actually running away from me. He got the phone and just ran. I gave chase. The fool was fast, but I was angry, and that anger fueled my haste in pursuit of this thug. I eventually caught up to him outside of a building. I kept yelling at him, give me my fucking cell phone back! You mother fucker! I wasn't even thinking about the fact that just moments earlier this guy had a gun. He must have forgotten as well, because he looked to be scared as hell.

Then I woke up and felt really good.

 

 

Currently listening to: The Postal Service- Sleeping In
Currently feeling: chipper
Posted by yuhoo7 at 01:22 AM in Creative Writing, Dreams | comment?

November 6th, 2009

lol

Robert oh now your ignoring me eh? 6:31pmDestiny I had to make soup and no i have not I don't like paying for movies only if a boy takes me 6:32pmRobert classy lady i miss you when i come visit 6:32pmDestiny Yeah one who hasn't seen a movie in a while lol 6:32pmRobert wanna go see a movie? 6:32pmDestiny You're visiting??!!! And of course! 6:32pmRobert in a month or two or less 6:32pmDestiny woohoo!!! 6:32pmRobert its gonna be a surprise well go out to dinner and laugh laugh 6:33pmDestiny well december 19th is my birthday 6:33pmRobert 6:33pmDestiny it could be a birthday surprise!!! 6:33pmRobert hmmmm i just might do that... gonna put it in my calender right now 6:34pmDestiny 6:34pmRobert so are you dating anyone? how are things with aaron? you guys still talk? 6:35pmDestiny well... it's more like... He knows how passionately I feel about him so he avoids me.. hahaha. I mean, like I asked him to avoid me if he wasn't going to be serious although he texted me on Friday randomly, he was drunk. I guess it's nice to be thought of. However he's just... a hot mess. 6:36pmRobert ahhh no matter your a fucking rockstar everyone knows it animals know it 6:36pmDestiny :DDDDD 6:36pmRobert people in chicago think your a hott mess they tell me "that girl is fucking hottt" girls and guys 6:37pmDestiny LOL! 6:37pmRobert i just laugh although its true. 6:37pmDestiny I had to tag you in that photo of liz and I We were all spicy and such for halloween 6:38pmRobert i loved it i didnt know what to say! 6:38pmDestiny hahahaha you were in the middle of us, like our little love child, buwhaha 6:39pmRobert i just wanna live in there!!! build a little kitchen and cook juevos and chorizo and read children stories to my stuffed animals next to a roaring fire 6:39pmDestiny Hahahahaha I love it 6:40pmRobert i gotta take another shot brb 6:42pmDestiny 6:43pmRobert were going to a bar. this guy wants to get me REALLY drunk for some reason I love you so much ill talk to you soon 6:43pmDestiny mmkay! have fun! be safe 6:46pmRobert not leaving just yet so i came back 6:46pmDestiny lol:D Are you guys walking?? 6:47pmRobert yeah i live in like pb but in chicago 6:47pmDestiny hahahaha awesome! that sounds sick. what did you take shots of?? i'm jealous. being sick and not drinking SUCKS. 6:48pmRobert 99 black cherries 6:48pmDestiny never heard of those...


Currently feeling: sickly
Posted by Destiny at 10:50 AM | comment?

change is indeed the only constant.

 

Posted by Weez at 01:27 AM | comment?
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